Haven't written in 5 months-long, my thoughts are sticky. Few weeks ago I thought I had so much to say, now that this blog is up, I think I'm having... hmm.. what's the equivalent to the term 'stage-fright', but as in writing?!?
I love this particular piece by Lunz... It's so soothing and calm. I was thinking whether to have the track on autoplay or not. It is now but am wondering if it's annoying to most? It prolly is. I'll turn it off soon enough. I'll need to find out how to hyperlink it to my radio like on v2.0 first. RadioBlog is a wonderful thing. This v3.0 is still in beta mode, if you love music as much as I do, you might want to check it out. Who needs one of those little-white-shinny-things anyway! heh!
I changed the 2nd post below to 'Untitled 0052', well, cuz that was where I left off. My last Untitled post was back from November 22nd, 2005. Seems like time just slips by while we're doing other things.
I think on my thoughts a lot. Mostly on neutral things. Life is a blessing. Last July was difficult. To part with Medina. I remember the night before she passed, I spent it alone with her. I slept a bit, but mostly hearing her death rattle... I have this picture as the wallpaper on my phone. I miss her. No one knows how much. Where do people go once they passed on? And where do we belong in all of this?
I wouldn't want to know though, it's just something I like to throw out in the air every now and then, and maybe someday hoping for something in return... It never does. Life is love and love is life, and that's all I need to know.
Comments (4)
Is this who I think it is?
Welcome back, my friend! Also, is it okay to link you to my blog again?
Posted by lola | January 23, 2007 11:10 AM
Posted on January 23, 2007 11:10
welcome back sweetie!
Posted by sarrah | January 22, 2007 5:41 AM
Posted on January 22, 2007 05:41
I'm so glad you're back... I missed your poetic diction, your musings on life, and your naked and raw emotions... and not to mention, your fabulous taste in music. ;-)
When Medina passed, even though I didn't know her, I felt your pain... and the fact that you turned off comments made the pain even more real... even more personal. And then when you signed off, the silence was deafening. And I returned every so often, hoping Mr. HappySad would peep something...
And then, flashforward today when I find you hear and a smile returns... and a welcome back hug is felt.
I'm glad you're back... I really really am.
xo
Posted by Rey Rey | January 20, 2007 6:30 PM
Posted on January 20, 2007 18:30
just write. you are back i see. i guess i have to update some things.
*hugs*
Posted by dave | January 20, 2007 12:18 PM
Posted on January 20, 2007 12:18